By: Natalie Rodriguez
“He takes all my energy. Trapped in my memory.” It’s okay if things don’t work out. It’s okay to delete those messages that show a thread of 6000. To delete those “goodnight baby” and “wake up sweetheart” texts. To erase the words he once told you; the pretty pictures of the future he painted. The emotions he once brought you. Leave it? Walk away? Stay?
One more chance because this time he’s going to come around. Na, you deserve peace of mind. Free yourself!
He probably made you think that it would be impossible. You know, to live without him. To be able to wake up and forget him. But baby girl anything’s possible.
Anything? ANY. FUCKING. THING.
If it doesn’t work out, you can’t force it. You can’t make him want you. You can’t make him see what he is throwing away. Just like you, he needs to find himself. Just like you, he needs time. So leave him. YOU AIN’T HIS MAMA!
Don’t hold his hand as he turns his back away from you. Don’t call him 11 times on FaceTime, or send 8 straight messages describing how much you can’t imagine what life would have been like had he not met you. Na, you have to understand that he doesn’t make your happiness. He’s just a piece of the puzzle. Yea, he looks good, got a cute smile, possibly some good dick. Or is it that you don’t want no other girl to have what you think belongs to you? Is that what it is? But how do you continue to love what doesn’t love you back? To touch what doesn’t want to be touched? How do you have a conversation with a mute and ask him to respond back? Are you not tired? How many more tears do you want to shed? Let me know.
If it doesn’t work out today, it’s okay. What’s true to love will always be there. It might not come back to you tomorrow, next week, or four years from now. But it will come back. Find what makes you happy, what makes you smile, what makes you cry, what motivates you.
You don’t live for him and he does not live for you.
With those words, take the necessary steps to go in the opposite direction, to live your life; you’re young and beautiful, young and inspiring, young and unique. Go out and be you. Find your peace of mind. Let me know how it goes, bro.
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